"Poems are forever floating through my mind and if I don't catch them pin them to the page they are gone forever and what good is that?"
~ My journal (age 14)

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Same sky

February has proved
that peace will elude me
as long as I exalt the snow
for its gentle lightness
while reviling the rain
for its harsh dreariness
serenity is understanding
they are two sides of one drop
falling from the same sky

Breakthrough

Maybe it doesn't always happen
like a dam giving way
water crashing through the cracks
with irrevocable certainty

Maybe it is more like the carving
of a great canyon over time
atom by atom the winding river
erodes the stubborn rock
revealing a path of patience

Maybe awakening isn't
the scream of a bedside alarm
and we are meant to linger
in the in-between a little longer
so that we can remember our dreams

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Adaptability

Amazing how quickly
a cut rose can be revived
just a few fingers of water
in a mug I forgot to rinse
and already the petals
are fluffed like feathers
on a cardinal in the snow
soft and red and round

wrapped in the parenthesis
of old lipstick stains
and a ring of tea remnant
the grandiflora blooms
just as beautifully
as if it were lounging
in a priceless crystal vase
pronounced with an ah

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Compline

Tolling bells give voice
to dozens of flames
beating an ancient rhythm
like wings of the seraphim
lining the centuries old church
candles in hurricane lamps burn
reflections in glass chimneys
dance around their source
cleaving and bending away
before melting into
a single brightness
while upon the alter votives
hold a range of luminosities
wild flares leaping high
reaching for the heavens
or maybe just hungering for a taste
of the wooden cross suspended overhead
as nearby tapers burn steadily
efficiently fulfilling their purpose
no more light than expected, no less
and a few faint flames flicker
exhausted and barely breathing
glowing dimly but still alive
effecting a mesmerizing grace
proving that it takes
a variation of brilliances
to illuminate the night

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Frozen ocean

Quicksilver winter sky
muted sunlight gleaming off
clouds like schools of fish
changing direction fast as a thought
platinum becomes white gold
snow dizzy from the rapid descent
its lack of direction
creating a visual cacophony
flakes blown like spiral shells
wind ripping righteous waves
across the drifts of a backyard beach
that has become of the barren forest
there is a new name for magic
written in the sea foam snow
frozen ocean, above and below

Strange grace

See the strange grace
of a soaring vulture
to whom death is life
and carnage, beauty
it is noble, majestic even
with wings stretched wide
in its cylindrical search
hoping for the hopeless
taking joy in the descent

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Beneath the rubble

As you sift through the charred remains
of the room that was your heart
you catch the glimpse of something
shining beneath the rubble

Reaching for it with hopeful hands
you discover a polished silver frame
cradling an unblemished picture
of yourself at a much younger age

Red circle sled under one arm
trudging up a snowy hill
delight in your eyes
the curl of bliss upon your lips

And holding that perfect moment
between your blackened fingers
you realize -- it is enough
to rebuild this ravaged ruin