"Poems are forever floating through my mind and if I don't catch them pin them to the page they are gone forever and what good is that?"
~ My journal (age 14)

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Cracking nuts

I open the creaky drawer
in the tiny cabin kitchen
looking for a spatula
to turn the grilled cheeses
when I come across a set
of silver braided nutcrackers

In a flash I am sitting
near the stone fireplace
at Christmastime
seven years old and marveling
at how quickly my father
can shell the pecans
and uncover the bumpy
flesh of the walnuts
that we all agree
look like tiny brains

Now here it sits
the hand powered appliance
looking foreign in its antiquity
and I can't help but think
that no child today
would be able to identify
the strange two-legged utensil

Nuts come in green cans
on supermarket shelves
don't they?

I determine then and there
to track down a set and buy it
so that my children will know
that not everything in life
comes pre-shelled and easy
but sometimes it tastes better
when you crack it yourself

Friday, June 24, 2011

Stories in the sky

Grecian statue clouds
mailable marble above
first a goddess on high
her noble profile
swept with curled tendrils
of a windblown mane
strong sure Roman nose
tall thin neck
stretching longer now
until woman becomes swan
beak from nose
wings born of lustrous locks
graceful swift bird
swimming through the air
she tries to escape
the rabbit turned fox
stalking up from behind
finally he leaps forward
and upon landing
is engulfed by the swan
predator and prey merge
begetting the angel
messenger of heaven
ablaze with a holy call
flying higher and higher
and the cumulus minstrels
keep telling stories in the sky

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

The constellation of caring

Galileo Galilei famously declared
that he loved the stars too dearly
to be fearful of the night
and it is an enviable sentiment

But what of those dark hours
when the fog is so thick
even the nearest garden lamps
are cloaked in mire

Where are those glittering promises
when the torrent batters the roof
and knocks out the lights
both inside and out

It takes a rocket of imagination
to carve a path through the blackness
and the unstable fusion power
of faith as a propellant

But when no fuel can be found
to blast through the ominous clouds
one must seek closer heavenly lights
to love and hold dear to dispel the fear

There is the luminosity of tender words
the brightness of back rubs
and the warmth of cold compresses
there is the constellation of caring

Thursday, June 9, 2011

The small and the mighty

An assembly line of worker ants
pass the pale pearl larva
up the Everest of my swing set pole
like a baton in a relay race
a processional of glistening offerings
headed to the mountain top
a sacrifice to the god of the small
and the mighty
they have abandoned the mound
for a pilgrimage in search of sky
how sure footed they are
carrying translucent sacks
twice their size up and up
as if their ignorance of gravity
had made them immune to it
the pace speeds as dusk descends
soon it becomes a race
between these purposeful insects
and the turning of the world
but this large and lumbering planet
has never stood a chance
in the face of such zealous efficiency

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

If only

How that caboose must have sailed
must have chortled and chugged with life
compartments filled with fancy luggage
walls brimming with bawdy laughter
over after dinner drinks
and unfiltered cigarette smoke

How silent it sits now
on its piece of track to nowhere
retired to the woods, left behind
rotted siding like missing teeth
cataract clouded windows
rusty hinges, stiff and stuck

How expectant it seems up close
with that wheel in front that can still turn
the empty stove just waiting
for a shovelful of coal
and if only someone
would lay some track through that field
it would ride the rails right out of here

How the trees would cheer
how the bayberry bush would shiver with envy

Dog Years

I wonder why a dog's life
must be so truncated
when they keep so well
the doctor prescribed
lifestyle for longevity
plenty of rest
plenty of exercise
no anxiety nor stress
no sugar nor alcohol
not a single vice
save loving too much
and peeing on my roses
yet there they sit
shelf life getting shorter
with each wag and wiggle
blissfully unaware
living a guru's life
each moment full and free
quality if not quantity
and while I watch their
eyes squinted with the pleasure
of a well placed scratch
it becomes very clear
that they have already
out-lived me

Out the window

Porcelain dinner plate sun
more moon than star
extinguished by the miasma
of an indecisive summer day
neither rain nor shine
just a cold white ceramic disk