"Poems are forever floating through my mind and if I don't catch them pin them to the page they are gone forever and what good is that?"
~ My journal (age 14)

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Racing the Moon

With the advantage of of such luminosity
I am surprised when he falls behind
flickering like an old news reel
he must be swifter than I suspected
or perhaps he is more fallible than he lets on
he bobbles and falls from view
tripping over tangled tree limb laces
and I begin to believe that I might win
so I dig deep and press into my lead
lungs burning, tears flying from my eyes
the world blurs with the promise of victory
but when I round the next bend
he has somehow risen far ahead
titling now he sizes me up
and giving a nod of respect
he slows enough to let me gain
until soon we are in a dead heat
side by side we swim through the night
united by the fierce and simple love
of speed and wind and breath and sky

Monday, August 8, 2011

Growth

It is the very core of nature
yet how unnatural it feels
to be utterly broken

to be split like a seed
torn in two by a shoot
somewhere deep beneath the earth

to be ripped and divided
like a perfect round cell
making way for something new

life growing in the dark
conceived in uncertainty
this pregnancy is hard to bear

wisdom is a breech baby
born in the wilderness
with no epidural in sight

there is only deep breathing
and hopeful anticipation
to midwife the pain

only the flowers
formed beneath the dirt
to show the way

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Saturday Matinee

Play for me oh wind and green
rustling raucously for a few bars
whilst the gold dipped paint brush
dabs and flecks the soft leafy stars

Dance for me old leaning fence
all smiles and chipped teeth
gliding with that Virginia vine
toe to toe and cheek to cheek

Sing for me chorus of barking spaniels
while falling petals pirouette
and nimble bees sway with the clethera
proving mother nature's triple threat

Act for me players costumed in wild glory
for this lavishly staged show
before an audience of newly shorn grass
and the angels who bid the blades to grow


Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Fishing with Terns

Float upon the wind
and then flap like mad
spot what you want
in the clear waters below
channel the hummingbird
as you hover overhead
while the wave breaks
back up and then dive
holding nothing back
let gravity drop you
like a stone into the surf
maybe you will come up
with a silver flash
thrashing in your beak
or perhaps you will come up empty
either way you gave it your all
you will get one next time
and when you do
you will throw your head back
and celebrate with a throaty trill
before beginning all over again
with the earned wisdom
that the only way to soar is to fall

Self defense

My father taught me self defense
when I was just a girl

How to twist my arm and pull down
if ever I am grabbed 'round the wrist
by some menacing assailant

How to seek the weak link
between the forefinger and the thumb
and break the controlling circle
in one swift unexpected move

But I have not yet learned
how to twist and break free
from the unseen grip
that encircles my heart with worry

Where is the weak spot
amongst the icy fingers of fear

The grace of gravity

Stillness is the key
to unlock this great green world
it is not until you sink
deep into the swing
through the wooden seat
into the wild earth
so that the breeze itself
becomes you breath
that the invisible door
hinged between two tall pines
opens just a crack
so you may glimpse
the world beyond
the dance of the dragonfly
part aerial dogfight
part Viennese waltz
the grace of gravity
guiding the twirling leaves
swirling like summer snow
it falls upon the pond
and the water holds its breath
there is a ripple of sheer delight
as sunlight brushes the surface
like a warm breath
on the back of a lover's neck
and you see now that humans
have much to learn of love
we think it is ours alone
but the shivering birch knows better

Waiting

Another crowded waiting room
more "important people"
taking their sweet time
as if Time were something
they could option and own

But they can not buy
the rights to Right Now

Right now there is thinking to be done
drifting daydreams to follow
deep breathing to attend to
sounds and sights to absorb

There is a Hollywood icon
sliding out of her matted frame
under flickering florescent lights
how long has she been here
butterfly wings pinned to paper

Unobserved by a dull eyed assistant
who discusses her next weekend plans
quietly into her bluetooth
even though it is only Monday

Her grey pants blending in
with the grey carpet squares
placed diagonally and cross grain
for some kind of visual interest
or perhaps to draw attention
away from the unsightly stains

How many hopes have been spilled
upon this waiting room floor
How many dreams laid down
like Yeats's coat to be tread upon
by polished shoes with shredded soles