"Poems are forever floating through my mind and if I don't catch them pin them to the page they are gone forever and what good is that?"
~ My journal (age 14)

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Welcome

If we do not make room
for the unexpected
set aside a small space
extend a welcome
it will barge in
and take one for itself

probably the best room you have

the one you have filled
with your most delicate treasures
the place you have guarded
and called your very own

it will not be yours anymore

so why not leave the side door open
a soft candle in the window
two comfortable chairs ready
for you to sit and listen
and become good friends

Friday, January 20, 2012

Prudence

The black-capped nuthatch
is decisive in his hunt for food
this seed not that
not that
not that
he does not blindly take in
whatever he comes across
instead he deliberately chooses
a single black bead
clenched in his beak like a third eye
he swallows wisdom
then returns to the search

Sunday, January 15, 2012

The sky watches

The sky watches with curiosity
written on its wide clear face
chin stubbled with tree line
eyes spying mine from behind
tufts of wispy clouds
Is that amusement I see
in those waggling bird brows
could it be that as I delight in it
it delights in me?

For what I'm worth

I used to think my worth was in my ability to answer
at least half of the Jeopardy questions correctly,
in my fake blond hair with manufactured curls,
and my ability to break into dance at any given moment.

I believed worth and charm were inextricable,
and that I needed to work hard to maintain both.
Then came the clouds, the pain, the fear,
the inability to curl and dance and answer --

and a new understanding of worth.

It does not lie in my ability to capture attention,
in my humor, my talent, or my perfectly lined lips,
my worth does not lie in any part of my perfection,
(because perfection has a price, it does not give one.)

Not just a pretty piece, but the wounded whole
these grey hairs, this pierced heart,
these bowed legs, this mercurial brain;
My worth is not in me -- it is me.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Approachable Divinity

Amazing how the soft reflection
of colors on the waxed wood floor
from the bright blazing strand
of LED lights encircling the spruce
creates a universe beneath my feet
tiny worlds warmer than their source

I admire the beauty not as a facsimile
but for its own unique wonder
like orange orbs of street lamps cast
across the black waters of the Saugatuck
or the sweet silvery moon above
all the more lovely because it is not sun
and I may gaze on it as long as I like

In the same way I rejoice
to look upon your face
faithfully refracting the light of love
tempering that blinding source of all life
into a flash of approachable divinity

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

In praise of fog

Weightless drops delight in their ethereal state
dancing they swirl past the porch light
floating free instead of dripping down
a breath scatters the damp flecks of cloud
and passing headlights make a shadowbox
illuminating the yard as the house floats
above ground and under water
oh how the brume on a warm winter night
can turn a somnolent New England town
into a mighty and mysterious Atlantis
explorers need only step out onto the stoop
to watch the watery world drift by

Noel from the New Haven Line

A flurry of glittering white lights
frost the many Main Streets
with candy cane street lamps
and Christmas trees in bars
making the neon beer signs
seem somehow festive
while the tree branches wrapped
in glowing orbs wink cheerfully
at the weary commuters
"you're almost home now"
as twinkling blue waves
adorn rambling fences
and electric icicles dangle
from sternly pitched eves
like so many alpine peaks
creating a holiday tapestry
so alive and bright with joy
that even the jealous moon approves